I Hate This

Nothing left for me to do
I hate this
Another hour before he'll go
I hate this

He's finishing his packing
I'm just here watching
Hoping to help somehow
Stuck in a dismal now

He doesn't want to leave me
I hate this
He'll miss, love, and want me
I hate this

We have no choice at all
I understand that perfectly
He's got the guts to go
To secure our future's hand

He'll be gone for months
I hate this
He'll return and leave again
I hate this

The only thing that tides me over
Is how perfect it is when he's here
So I'll look forward to each next encounter

But right now
I hate this.


Garnet Leiah Hyneman
23 April 02 Tuesday

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